Thursday, June 11, 2009

fearless <3

"to me, fearless is not the absence of fear. it's not being completely unafraid. to me, fearless is having fears. fearless is having doubts. lots of them. to me, fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. fearless is falling madly in love again, even though you've been hurt before. fearless is walking into your freshman year of high school at fifteen. fearless is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again...even though every time you've tried before, you've lost. it's fearless to have faith that someday things will change. fearless is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can't breathe without them. i think it's fearless to fall in love with your best friend, even though he's in love with someone else. and when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they'll never stop doing, i think it's fearless to stop believing them. it's fearless to say "you're NOT sorry", and walk away. i think loving someone despite what people think is fearless. i think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is fearless. letting go is fearless. then, moving on and being alright...that's fearless too. but no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. you have to believe in love stories and prince charmings and happily ever afters. " 

im tryna live a fearless life. 

Thursday, April 30, 2009

...

you tucked me in turned out the light
kept me safe and sound at night
little girls depend on things like that
brushed my teeth and combed my hair
had to drive me everywhere
you were always there when i looked back
you had to do it all alone
make a living, make a home
it must have been as hard as it could be
and when i couldn't sleep at night
scared things wouldn't turn out right
you would hold my hand and sing to me..

caterpillar in the tree, how you wonder who you'll be
cant go far but you can always dream
wish you may and wish you might
don't you worry hold on tight
i promise you there will come a day
butterfly fly away

i love my mom.
love, Britt.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

bomb.


so jo put me on the keri hilson remx to turn my swag on and then i listened to it with a and m and now im too hype off it. its crack. 

also the day26 album is bomb too. i looooooove them. i met them last year with my bff chyna and our friends kirsten and katie. ive been overly obsessed with them ever since! but anyway, their new album is pretty great. my faves are "your heels," "one nite only," "stadium music," "so good," and of course the single "imma put it on her." get wit it if you aint yet.

and this is a public service announcement for those who get regular manicures with your real nails. ok so you know how you get a mani and you get so mad when it chips like the next day! welll i have the solution c: that really thick clear stuff they put on as a top coat, put it on, let it dry then put ANOTHER coat on. my nails havent chipped yet and im on day number six! lol. im really tryna get like beyonce and try out minx tho.

love, (baby)B

Friday, April 10, 2009

yeahh


remember those walls i built,
well baby theyre tumbling down;
and they didnt even put up a fight,
they didnt even make a sound.
i found a way to let you in,
but i never really had a doubt..

its like i been awakened,
every rule i had youre breakin
its the risk that im takin..

i swore id never fall again,
but this dont even feel like fallin
gravity cant begin
to pull me back to the ground again.

baby i can see your halo
pray it wont fade away.

-britty

its the climb..

theres always gonna be another mountain
im always gonna wanna make it move
always gonna be an uphill battle
sometimes im gonna have to lose
aint about how fast i get there
aint about whats waitin on the other side
its the climb.
newly obsessed with this song. the climb by miley cyrus. every word is so true and makes you think. life is surely not easy, hasnt been for me anyways. seems like just when everything is going right somethin else comes up that i have to deal with and be stressed out about. but thats life, simple as that. its not gonna be easy, and every new situation or struggle is a climb. im learning to appreciate these climbs and learn from them, because they truly prepare you for your next climb and just allow you to learn more about yourself. honestly i know im not gonna stop climbing until i reach all my goals, and i kno i will. appreciate these climbs and learn from them, and live life c:
love, B.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

ser(ious).

i think very deeply about stuff, sometimes too deeply and ive come to the realization that i dont take alot of stuff very seriously. and when i say alot of stuff i mean everything except a few exclusive things. i cant decide whether this is good or bad for life. although i think that my non-chalant-ness is apart of my personality and makes me britt, i think i might need to get over myself lol. i was talkin to my girl martika about it and she said people like me balance out the world because there are some people that take everything way to seriously. idk maybe i need to find a happy medium. although im content bein the way i am, i cant help but think i may be more productive, successful, satisfied, and motivated if i take everything a little more seriously. (sigh) i need to get wit it. 
love, B.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

bomb couple.




idc what anybody has to say about kim and reggie. they are a BEAUTIFUL couple, they look great together, and they always look genuinely happy. this photoshoot is so dope, and im lovin every single pic. makes me wanna have a photoshoot like this lol!
love (baby)B