ser(ious).

i think very deeply about stuff, sometimes too deeply and ive come to the realization that i dont take alot of stuff very seriously. and when i say alot of stuff i mean everything except a few exclusive things. i cant decide whether this is good or bad for life. although i think that my non-chalant-ness is apart of my personality and makes me britt, i think i might need to get over myself lol. i was talkin to my girl martika about it and she said people like me balance out the world because there are some people that take everything way to seriously. idk maybe i need to find a happy medium. although im content bein the way i am, i cant help but think i may be more productive, successful, satisfied, and motivated if i take everything a little more seriously. (sigh) i need to get wit it. 

love, B.